Vogue Williams has been in the 'deepest, darkest hole' over mental health struggle
Vogue Williams has been in the "deepest, darkest hole" after identifying what was having a negative impact on her mental health . The popular podcaster celebrated her 40th birthday earlier this month, with her husband, Spencer Matthews , surprising her with a memorable party. Following the celebration, the Irish mum-of-three shared on Instagram : "You'll be glad to hear I'm finished celebrating the never-ending 40th. An epic night thrown by @spencermatthews for our London pals and a couple of Irish thrown in." However, despite the joyous occasion, she spoke of feeling low in the days that followed. During a conversation with Joanne McNally on their My Therapist Ghosted Me podcast, Vogue said: "I actually haven't been happy at all because of my birthday party. "I've been in the deepest, darkest hole because I'm not able to drink and I won't have it anymore. Everyone's making me drink all the time. It's not good for my mental health. "There's been a lot of, a lot of tears. I decided then on Sunday, I was like, that's it. And if anyone says to me, 'go on, have a drink,' I'll say, 'Do you know what? No, because it's really bad for my mental health.' "I'm pulling out the mental health card because it's true." In response, comedian Joanne advised: "Yeah, go full Gen Z on it. I agree, develop an allergy, go hard." Vogue concluded: "That's absolutely it. I'm allergic to it and it's bad for my mental health. You can't really argue with any of that." Vogue celebrated turning 40 by soaking up the Turkish sunshine alongside Spencer and their little ones Theodore, Gigi and Otto. Spencer shared a collection of holiday photos on social media, penning a heartfelt tribute to his missus: "HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY to my incredibly beautiful, funny, awesome, cool, talented, babe of a wife. "People like you don't come around often in life... I admire you in so many ways and you're a remarkable mama to our children. "Personally, I love it when people tell me I'm punching, not only because that's obviously the goal, but because it reminds me of how lucky I am to have you in my life because it's true. "You're a superstar and I LOVE YOU." Spencer and Vogue initially crossed paths on The Jump back in 2017 before walking down the aisle just a year later. The pair now divide their time between London and Howth, and offering a peek into their domestic life, Spencer recently disclosed on his Untapped YouTube channel that Vogue isn't keen on his habit of leaving belongings scattered about their home. He explained: "Whenever I have anything lying around the house, and I mean anything at all, it could be a package that I've not even seen or opened yet or had anything to do with, right? "It's by the door, I will get an earful from my wife saying, 'What is this? Move it. Make sure that it's not around. It's cluttering the house.'"